Historical self

Where would you most like to live?

Once I thought I would build a warm hut from my own hands, and I could turn the dreamy

cottage into reality. Outside the hut, I could grow some fruits and vegetables and other plants.

Every ripe fruit I could personally pick down to do some simple and delicious food, and I could

also invite friends as guests. In the bright morning, I could sit outside the hut to feel the sun,

smell the flowers, and I could watch my pets in the yard. This would be a wonderful life! Living in a quiet town, a house, a dog, a cat, one person.

 

When and where were you happiest?

Sometimes, I like to think about lots of things in a quiet place and enrich myself. I like to travel alone to strange places. Sometimes I enjoy the sea, and I feel at ease when I watch the seasons change all year round. With every trip, I like to take pictures of unique landscapes, recording the beauty of their change. Some are subtle; some are very drastic; some are peculiar; each has a special quality.

 

What is your current state of mind?

February 17, 2019. 11:59 pm

The last minute of the day, I feel very tired, however, I’m doing my homework for next week classes. The mind of mine want gets a cigarette to make provocative or a cup of alcohol. I understand I can’t. But, this I what my desire come from! Every time, I was asking myself a stupid question over and over, which lead to no answer. I was asking why I become anxiety person? What? When? Who? Multiple questions and answers pop out from my head. Sometimes, I feel I cannot breathe like I’m sinking in the ocean with no hope. The next day, I become a regular person who didn’t have intense and live so natural.

ALL IS FAKE.

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