ever since i got to this new environment, im still trying to adjust between being my self or the alter ego. a lot of times I figure I tend to stuck in the middle. (especially the phase of making new friends.)
self: this is how I often feel about myself, being unconfident, want to hide myself with something (pink leaves). The box presents how I’m afraid to be different, to change and care too much about how other think of myself. It’s always nice to stay in my own little comfort zone.
alter: the right one with the bigger box, she is open for changes and criticism. she is willing to conquer the fear and get out of the box that is trying to limit her. she hates to see when herself gets really close up and self-conscious.
