I saw a fresh puddle of dog pee shinning below the morning sun; never would I notice it if I did not stay up for the whole night. I was having a hard time, paying for my idleness for the weekend, doing all my works right before the deadline. Monday morning is not as promising as I thought before I got here. I lighted a cigarette to keep myself from drowsiness, and it really worked, I felt capable of doing those piles of works again.
Little did I know about the college life, specifically in New York, until I was really into it. People here really would go parties every night — as what I heard from my friends in U.S before I left Chengdu.
Because my life did not provide me a chance to change myself into that kind.
maybe I have already been changed into another person. It has been a very long time since I was longer afraid of guys who smoke, take drugs, drink, fuck and do any other “evil” things against laws often; I rather began to find them interesting. And it has been a long time since I was no longer afraid of changing myself, or been changed, too.