The Pre-Raphaelites
I am inspired most by feelings, characters, and personas; by things that are less tangible, like the ways in which people live their lives and how. I am particularly drawn to lives/images/stories/etc. that reflect ideas of freedom. While this idea can take many forms and have many meanings, they are all beautiful to me, particularly sexual freedom and the freedom of childhood. I gravitate towards images of people running happily through fields without any clothes on, of children playing dress up, or dancing crazily on a beach. This core value of mine influences every part of my work, from beginning to end. And it all comes full circle; the people and stories that inspire me then become my muses as I design. I try to translate my personal ideas of what freedom means through my work, and create clothes that carry this feeling, in hopes that they make the wearer feel free to do things like work, dance, travel, or whip them off. In other words, feel free to do anything they want.
I usually do this by creating big, loose, clothing that in some cases, are almost pajama-like. Multiple people have simplified me as the girl who does big dresses, and I am totally cool with that. I think it is important that clothes be loose to encourage freedom of movement and comfort. This also includes fabric choices. For me, part of being free is also being happy and unique. Beautiful (often luxurious) and quality materials are important to me, as well as making clothes that are special and have a story. I want my clothes to appear precious from a distance, but never be too precious to have some fun in. I add these qualities by incorporating hand techniques like embroidery, smocking, pleating, and small touches of embellishment. I am very hands-on, because besides researching and discovering a new story of freedom, my favorite part in designing is the craft of then creating the clothing. Letting ideas continue to develop and transform as they are made is my way of carrying the idea of freedom all the way through the design process. Human interaction with the clothing as it is being produced is just as important as when it is being worn.
Looking back on my past projects, I am still amazed at how much I have grown and improved. I used to be surprised when thinking about how much I’ve changed, but really, I haven’t changed much. Over the past few years, what has really happened is that I’ve begun to discover and embrace what I truly love, and now I am so much more myself. It is mainly because of this that my work has gotten stronger. Looking back through my Learning Portfolio, I can see little details in all of my projects that are all present in my work now. Each of my projects has bits and pieces of my current aesthetic, but it wasn’t until recently that I finally figured out what it was, and now I can bring it all together. I think it has to do equally with maturity and being encouraged in the right way by the right people, because they really helped me to see what I had been denying all along.
This is a color test I did in Textiles while we were exploring Color Theory and the way colors work together.
For our final project, our teacher challenged us to be more conceptual, and to stop thinking so much about the form of the body. For this, I was inspired by clouds. I thought about how when people are looking up at them, they see different shapes. One may look like a cat or a baby, or a cake. Really, the clouds are just big blobs, not looking like anything, but people see what they want in them. I wanted to make a dress that people could see in it what they wanted to, and transform it to wear how they wanted to. I did this by incorporation drawstrings, two in the front and one in the back, so that the dress can be worn in at least ten different ways.
We started our shirt project by deconstructing a men’s button down shirt. From this, I took my initial inspiration, which was a cape-like back made up of two layers.
From there, I thought more about shirts, and started researching the traditional Hawaiian shirt. Through this research, I learned about the amazing things Hawaiians have made through traditional feather working, such as leis and this cape, which belonged to a king:
In the end, this was my finished product: