In our lives we put ourselves through situations, We feel as if it can not get any better for us. When you have someone you love so much, someone who has made you the person you are today It is so hard to say goodbye and let go. I was put into a situation where my best friend was in love with me, in such a different way than what I had been experiencing with him. I was so confused and conflicted. I was confronted with the decision of either loving him as a partner or having to let go of the friendship I worked so hard to build. I was not ready to let go, so I decided to test it out. I tried to love him every day, spending every minute with him, trying to teach myself to be happy with the relationship I put myself in. He would tell me what seemed like every hour how infatuated he was with me, how much trust and love he gave me and all the time he would spend thinking about me. The issue was that I could not get myself to relate to his emotions. Eventually I saw this, the things I disliked about our relationship would out-way the goods and I realized I had to end it.