While walking around New York I noticed that despite the vibrancy and the liveliness of the city, the people in it are far less positive. At first I thought that this is simply a coincidence, but soon I realised that actually there is a reason behind this lack of happiness on the faces of the New Yorkers. This reason is the loss of identity. As people arrive into this gigantic city with millions of people in it, they might feel the need to fit in with the ones that surround them. This will to fit in with the people in my opinion leads to them loosing their original selves, and appropriating snippets of the cultures and characters that they see. The personality of people fades away, as if they fade away themselves. This motivated my photoshop exploration.
The photos that I have taken in the beginning of this project came in a treat, as they show a person roaming around the city at night, and that dark and gloomy atmosphere made me consider the project in the way that I did. The idea came to me when I thought of the word fade. Peoples personalities fade in New York, and I decided to demonstrate that by the people fading themselves. Thus, came about the composition. A central figure looking directly at the observer is fully present, and looks at us with a saddening look, which asks for help from us without words. From the sides of the figure two ‘doppelgängers’ leave, each taking a part of the personality with them. Because they only take a part, they are transparent, as they fade into the dark background. They part their own ways, and the city takes another victim who lost themselves in this vast megapolis.