Thirty Flashes

The Definition of Taste:

Verb: perceive or experience the flavor of.

Noun: the sensation of flavor perceived in the mouth and throat on contact with a substance.

 

The Definition of  Wish:

Verb: feel or express a strong desire or hope for something that is not easily attainable; want something that cannot or probably will not happen.

Noun: a desire or hope for something to happen.

 

  1. I taste the salt descending on my face, frequently like raindrops from the steps I sit on by my room
  2. I wish she didn’t cause so much agony
  3. I taste the breath of yelling in the atmosphere
  4. I wish she didn’t pretend to care
  5. I taste the words I spit out with rage
  6. I wish she would forgive me, but I know she never will
  7. I wish she would have said she loves me more often but those words never escaped her lips
  8. I taste the constant cry for affection
  9. I wish she would have fought for me but she didn’t even try
  10. I taste the breeze, running through the dark alleys, mindlessly.
  11. I taste the urge to run away again from home
  12. I taste the smeared vaseline, marinated on my lips
  13. I taste the numbness on my arms…my face..my feet from
  14. I taste my cold swollen fingertips after throwing snowballs desperately at the window of my old living room
  15. I wish she could be a better person; I hope she will change
  16. I taste her rejection that never subsides
  17. I wish she didn’t think I betrayed her, it was never my intention
  18. I wish she would have expressed her love more sincerely
  19. I wish she would have picked up the phone more often
  20. I taste the unwanted kisses on my bare skin
  21. I wish she would have shown me her true colors sooner
  22. I wish she would realize that she’s made a mistake
  23. I taste the cool night of October when I was forced out my own home
  24. I taste the screams at the very surface of my throat
  25. I wish she wouldn’t keep burdening me
  26. I wish she would have seen me graduate, so I could have witness her smile with pride
  27. I taste her words of shame, “you are no longer my daughter”
  28. I wish she would have tried to fill in all those years she wasn’t present in my life
  29. I taste the lingering presence of doubt, the uncertainty of being loved
  30. I wish my mother would come back before it’s too late

 

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