I don’t know much about historical personage.
I don’t know much about affairs of state.
The only thing I can do is writing something about people surround my life.
The only thing I can do is live in my memory.
I can’t give meaningful comments.
I can’t give useful advice.
People like me,
are doomed to be ordinary people,
are doomed to be unsuccessful for whole life.
Writing some words,
scraping a living.
Talking about charm,
pretend to be elegant.